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Exhausted and feel so alone. I pray that things will work out and to be in my benefit as I rely on God in this but O' my lord just hold my heart and say some words to it to relieve it and he will repeat  them  after you as a three year old child. Teach him how to follow you and your rules and whenever he thinks to break them or rebel on you , you just gaze him and he comes to you to say with a tearful eyes filled with sham "I am sorry"..