Wednesday, February 27, 2013




Tuesday, February 26, 2013


I don't want to die and I am what I now am. I have tried many times to set myself to the right path but as if there is someone who drag me to keep me away and astray from that path.
I want my hands to be strong and never leave holding the gate of that path and cry my heart out just to stay there forever.
I want to scream and wail and shed tears and scream even louder till I feel good and make a pledge that I'll never go astray.
God, I see your beauty in every aspect of my life.. I feel your kindness and mercy. Sometimes I feel that I want you to be cruel with me.. I don't know, all I know is I want you to help me to know you better. I need you love God, and I'm ready...